my brain after 12 PM
It’s 2 o’clock in the morning, and NO, I haven’t been to sleep.
Tomorrow is going to be painful. I am not sure why I can’t sleep tonight. This hasn’t been a problem in a while. Not sure just what brought plague of insomnia on me this fair evening. I really can’t afford the lack of sleep.
Maybe it is Mike’s slightly gross snoring. That is a real possibility, but probably not the only cause … oh … haha … I won’t bore you with the nauseating description of his snores that started my evening off and made me punch Mike until he woke up and took some meds to calm this … uh … pause because I can’t type the problem or I will puke. On to the next reason: It could have been he and Collin both got me slightly agitated just as I as winding down for the second time to a gentle snooze. I got over that and started watching a really DUMB/BAD movie that was guaranteed to make a rock pass out … and well … I WATCHED THE WHOLE THING! ARRHHHHGG (I know I sound like a pirate–but I haven’t had sleep and I was tired at 3 in the afternoon–cut me some slack).
I know this can’t be good for my fluffy tummy–not to sleep. Well, the lack of sleep could be due to, uhhhh — the stuffing of more of the TRAIL MIX into my face. AHHH could it be guilt that keeps me awake. NOPE. hahaha! Had you going there for a moment didn’t I??? You just knew I was gonna whine again. NOT! I really do feel mentally better about myself, even thought I found another whole bag chocked full of 3 ounce bags of the fruit nut mix when I finished unpacking a forgotten carry-on bag. Does anyone know if dried fruit freezes well? There is NO way I can make it through all this. If I keep eating this — my gut is going to explode and I will weight 50 pounds more. I don’t know, but do gastric gases weigh much? I know it makes the tummy look really awful.
I wish that gastric gas was all that I have added, that would be easy to “loose”. hahaha. I know I am being cheeky … but give me a break it is 2 AM and I have had NO sleep … I get strange with lack of sleep and hard liquor. Mikey doesn’t allow me out on those occasions … there is just no accounting what will come out of my mouth in that condition. If you can imagine it … I say everything that is on my mind!! Hahaha! I know you are wondering what could possibly be left that I haven’t said, but promise there is STUFF. hahaha and wink, wink. Gosh, I have got to go to sleep before I ruin my image of myself.
So, how about if I share some photo’s that show ya why I am NOT gonna quit and Tomorrow is gonna be a GREAT DIET DAY! I am gonna kick but and take some more FAT NAMES off my list. Just sayin’ … cuz I am a BUTT KICKIN’ woman. That’s right. I bet you all think I am loaded, NOPE, just SLEEPY. Don’t drink when your on the diet, and I am never one for getting loopy with spirits. Don’t cha think that I am loopy enough without it? Don’t answer that if you are gonna be a smarty pants!
Ok … here are the photo’s from my last visit to Denver and my buddy Shannon.
That shirt is the brown on I modeled that I could wrap around me ... I will tag it later so you can see.
This time without cropping most of my body off. 🙂 It's also a wider angle for my face. I have to say I love it! Shannon looks great in both. 🙂
Erica and I riding the train, before Donna and I started working out ... I don't even want to know what I weighed here.
I tossed the one like this .... There was NO way I was going to bring home proof of what I didn't want to see. 🙂 This is before the raft down the gorge. I still love him. 😉 I wish we had known we would have time to change, because I wouldn't have worn my strap the twins down clothing ... I'm just sayin' they should share this kind of info! A girls likes to look her best.
Me and Mikey September 2010. Oh that Jacket is a long since been given away. 😀
Me and Mikey July 3rd Denver Civic Park for the Symphony and Fireworks show 2011. Can I say it was an amazing evening! Thanks again Shannon for such an amazing evening. Music, Fireworks, and wonderful company! Life's GOOD! Hey and I don't look so bad either! heheehe ... I Know I tooted my own horn. My daddy sez, "He who tooteth not his own horn, his horn tooteth not." 🙂
Maybe you can see why I am gonna push. There are no full body photos from last September, because I couldn’t handle it I am pretty excited about the future! ….. S
OH ….. Help me LORD! He is snoring again! I am loosing my mind. I am feeling some sofa time in his future.
Diary of an Angry Fat Woman 
Lol… just read this. Hilarious.
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Wow, these pictures really say it all about the past you are never going to return to. So impressive and inspiring. Re: snorers, yes, they make me crazy crazy crazy. The fact that I snore too doesn’t mean I find OTHERS’s snoring any less obnoxious!
Thanks OB! You are right. I am never going to return there! I don’t care what I have to do!! I am not returning there.
Hate you had a rough night, and I kept you up. Awesome pics!
Thanks Mikey!
Wasn’t it! I felt like I was running around with you. Diets, bah humbug! I am on one myself but I just try to count calories and enjoy myself. It takes a lot of of you! lol
Hahah Lotus! 🙂 Thanks for stopping by …. I will be checking with you soon. 🙂
You and mike look llike a realy fun couple. 🙂 I know all about gross snoring. I married a snorer. Some days its SO loud I gave him a dedicated spare room.
Girl … love my snorer, but some nights I lose my mind. Thanks Mida — I think we are pretty fun most days. I know we like each other a LOT. 🙂
I hope you got some sleep in the end. It was like a wild ride reading that post. There was so much in it
I did get some. haha! I was very nervous to read that this am. I watched my Sophie girl so it was a while before I truly got to look at what I wrote.