Help me this is gonna hurt in the Morning ….

my brain after 12 PM

It’s 2 o’clock in the morning, and NO, I haven’t been to sleep.

Tomorrow is going to be painful.  I am not sure why I can’t sleep tonight.  This hasn’t been a problem in a while.  Not sure just what brought plague of insomnia on me this fair evening.  I really can’t afford the lack of sleep.

Maybe it is Mike’s slightly gross snoring.  That is a real possibility, but probably not the only cause … oh … haha … I won’t bore you with the nauseating description of his snores that started my evening off and made me punch Mike until he woke up and took some meds to calm this … uh … pause because I can’t type the problem or I will puke.  On to the next reason: It could have been he and Collin both got me slightly agitated just as I as winding down for the second time to a gentle snooze.  I got over that and started watching a really DUMB/BAD movie that was guaranteed to make a rock pass out … and well … I WATCHED THE WHOLE THING!  ARRHHHHGG (I know I sound like a pirate–but I haven’t had sleep and I was tired at 3 in the afternoon–cut me some slack).

I know this can’t be good for my fluffy tummy–not to sleep.  Well, the lack of sleep could be due to, uhhhh — the stuffing of more of the TRAIL MIX into my face.  AHHH could it be guilt that keeps me awake.  NOPE.  hahaha!  Had you going there for a moment didn’t I???  You just knew I was gonna whine again.  NOT!  I really do feel mentally better about myself, even thought I found another whole bag chocked full of 3 ounce bags of the fruit nut mix when I finished unpacking a forgotten carry-on bag.  Does anyone know if dried fruit freezes well?  There is NO way I can make it through all this.  If I keep eating this — my gut is going to explode and I will weight 50 pounds more.  I don’t know, but do gastric gases weigh much?  I know it makes the tummy look really awful.

I wish that gastric gas was all that I have added, that would be easy to “loose”. hahaha.  I know I am being cheeky … but give me a break it is 2 AM and I have had NO sleep … I get strange with lack of sleep and hard liquor.  Mikey doesn’t allow me out on those occasions … there is just no accounting what will come out of my mouth in that condition.  If you can imagine it … I say everything that is on my mind!! Hahaha!  I know you are wondering what could possibly be left that I haven’t said, but promise there is STUFF. hahaha and wink, wink.  Gosh, I have got to go to sleep before I ruin my image of myself.

So, how about if I share some photo’s that show ya why I am NOT gonna quit and Tomorrow is gonna be a GREAT DIET DAY!  I am gonna kick but and take some more FAT NAMES off my list.  Just sayin’ … cuz I am a BUTT KICKIN’ woman.  That’s right.  I bet you all think I am loaded, NOPE, just SLEEPY.  Don’t drink when your on the diet, and I am never one for getting loopy with spirits.  Don’t cha think that I am loopy enough without it? Don’t answer that if you are gonna be a smarty pants!

Ok … here are the photo’s from my last visit to Denver and my buddy Shannon.

That shirt is the brown on I modeled that I could wrap around me ... I will tag it later so you can see.

This time without cropping most of my body off. 🙂 It's also a wider angle for my face. I have to say I love it! Shannon looks great in both. 🙂

Erica and I riding the train, before Donna and I started working out ... I don't even want to know what I weighed here.

I tossed the one like this .... There was NO way I was going to bring home proof of what I didn't want to see. 🙂 This is before the raft down the gorge. I still love him. 😉 I wish we had known we would have time to change, because I wouldn't have worn my strap the twins down clothing ... I'm just sayin' they should share this kind of info! A girls likes to look her best.

Me and Mikey September 2010. Oh that Jacket is a long since been given away. 😀

Me and Mikey July 3rd Denver Civic Park for the Symphony and Fireworks show 2011. Can I say it was an amazing evening! Thanks again Shannon for such an amazing evening. Music, Fireworks, and wonderful company! Life's GOOD! Hey and I don't look so bad either! heheehe ... I Know I tooted my own horn. My daddy sez, "He who tooteth not his own horn, his horn tooteth not." 🙂

Maybe you can see why I am gonna push. There are no full body photos from last September, because I couldn’t handle it I am pretty excited about the future!  ….. S

OH ….. Help me LORD!  He is snoring again!  I am loosing my mind.  I am feeling some sofa time in his future.

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