TOMORROW IS WEIGH IN DAY!
You do not detect a note of panic in my voice.
You do not detect the urge to flee and avoid my weigh in tomorrow, because I am not exposing myself in that way. I am putting on a good front that I am totally at peace with myself and that everything is FAN-Fab-U-Tastic-O so you would NEVER be-the-wiser about my internal struggles.
I am cool as a friggin’ cucumber on a January morning in Alaska. I am so slick I look like black ice. I am telling you I have all this junk together!
It is not even evident that I am still at a loss for what I want to do for the year. Do I work on losing the last few pounds and make it to goal, or do I just stay where-ever-it-is-I-am-right-now-weight and work out and have a great time playing? This is the decision I have been unable to make for the last few weeks due to exhaustion (I finally learned how to spell that word–I couldn’t even get close enough for spell check to help me out–talk about tiring!).
I’m one smooth girly over here. Chattin’ about life like I got my sh!& together. We will see what tomorrow brings …… I’ll let ya know!
Anybody wanna guess how much I have gained? 10 or 20 pounds???