Lost in my life.
Trying to find my path to life and health. Working to love my family … my life … myself. Everyday is a challenge in itself. Not that it is bad, but a press. I am still moving down in my weight. I still do not know what that number is. Mike refuses to even give me a hint. He says, “Why mess with whats working?” I can’t really argue with that.
The sad thing is I am still wearing my “Fat” clothes … I am trying NOT to think about that and think about the fact that my number of pounds gone is moving in the correct direction. I lost a half a pound this morning. I have only had one gain and two stalls this go round, but mostly a constant moving downward. Love this. Too bad I am not competing agains the gang on weight loss … I would so blow everyone out of the water. 😀
Oh well you can’t have it all … still I feel like I am winning.
This has been a year of losing ground … On so many levels. I think I just might be about to start gaining some ground all around. I so hope so. Right now for the next week or so I will be sporadic at best posting. My daughter-in-law’s Mother and Sister are here from Alaska and Canada. So my order of life is slightly off.
I have been terrible at posting. For that I am sorry. That is going to be my new goal for January 2013 to post regularly again — no matter how crazy my life is. 😀
How are you all doing? Are you still out there? Do you still follow my posts?