So far so about 20 squats behind, you can’t tell my A$tric that though. It is feeling the love on them for the past two days–it could also be that I have been walking with a friend who RUNS, and I have almost been running to keep up with her walking. WHEW😅😅😅
Still, it is good to get out when one can. Today we have TUNDAR (Thunder) Storms So I will have to get my steps in walking back and forth in the house. How fun–she says with a snarky smile.
Diet changes and squat challenges makes for a very SNARKY Shonnie. 🙃🙃 😏😏 😠😠😠 I try hard not to be unkind to poor innocent folks who have nothing but a whole day to waste shoping through stores, but I am on a TIME line here. I have just so long before my body is going to BONK big time and then I am having a full on meltdown. It is NOT safe to drive during a meltdown. You get tickets when you drive during a meltdown. You curse loudly at people who couldn’t care less that you are alive when you drive during a meltdown. You drive like a pinball bouncing off the walls when you drive during a MeltDown. ***I work Hard NOT to drive during meltdowns. I do not always succeed. When the SnowBirds are in FL for the winter their pace is that of molasses on a cold winter day. They drive worse. All this conspires to make me be a VERY ANGRY FAT WOMAN.
You look like a complete idot in the middle of meltdown, and I work super hard to NEVER ever have them. But when I change my food–it happens. I make jokes and laugh at myself–A LOT–to get the upper hand on myself. Knowing oneself is truly half the battle.
Yesterday, I was in tears by the time I got home from trying to control the meltdowns. Sweet, sweet people. Slow, Slow, Slow people eating up my time–before darkness falls. You have to be sweet to older folks. I mean you have to–thus the tears–that happens when I try to control meltdowns. Sometimes it blows up and I look like a loon. A demon possessed loon. Hahahahahaha
This is why I have been at the beach for several days BY MYSELF. It is easier to be nice from a distance. I love my family and I keep most of this stuff from them. They have their own stuff to deal with and they don’t need a meltdown-mom! Just sayin’ … I love my family. And … Well … I care about how I look to them too. ☺️☺️☺️
Mikey comes home to me today … so I will be in a good mood even with the creepy-crawling-folks around me … He is my sunshine on a rainy day.