If you have read any of my past posts you will know that I normally love exercise. Exercise has always been my happy pill. I’ve had so many injuries over the past 3 years that exercise has gone the way of the dodo. Exercise is hard. Exercise is embarrassing–I make too many noises. I…
That’s pretty much all I do these days. It is so hot outside that I have trouble getting out and working out. So… I wobble around or go at early in the morning. I am so angry–I am fatter than I have ever been. I live in constant fear of dying. We lost our insurance…
…Written by an Anonymous Guest Author. I found this post profoundly moving. Everything happens for a reason. I think it does. I say this to my patients all day long, especially when they are trying to make sense of their chaos. I just say it because in that moment it makes sense. I mean it…
I have been invisible though. I have just been trying to exist to be … Trying to be there for my family at all the important things, but failing almost as much as succeeding at being a participant in my life. I have always been acutely aware that life is short and then you die.…
I know I haven’t written much lately, but it isn’t for the reasons you might imagine. I have not lost interest. I have not gotten so depressed I can’t write. I’m not avoiding the reality of gaining all my weight back. That I am 260 pound woman again. My life is blowing up with amazingly…
After writing the other day — I had a hankering to write again. I missed you all. I am always amazed at how many of you still follow along There is something about writing in this blog that makes me feel motivated. I had not gone outdoors for any activity in a week, before writing…
I am Spiraling, but not out of control. I am in a whirlwind of amazing things and yet … I sit on my bed puzzling about what to write in my diary. Do I try and formulate a way to say things in a different way–about my same subject of morbid obesity? I’ve had numerous…
Yesterday started slow, but picked up steam. I felt like going shopping. So I went! That may seem like a small thing for me to be celebrating, but that hasn’t happened in over a year. This Is Huge! We changed/upped my thyroid meds yet again over the past two weeks. I have to go up…
***Trigger Warning*** we gone talk about da Poop! And … No this isn’t a belated Halloween post. It is just a day-in-the-life of this Angry Fat Woman–or at least the past two years. I am in a whiny mood today. I am just sick of poop! I am pooped out! Just completely pooped out! For…
Do you ever read things and go, wow, I must be really strange? I do this quite often. This morning was–Toe Separator Socks–for people who wear tight shoes–I go barefoot as much as possible or sandals! People keep buildings TOO hot–so I think I am good on the socks gadget. Am I the only person…
Diary of an Angry Fat Woman 