: Thats been my writing commitment lately. CONFESSION TIME I’m embarrassed, ashamed, and humiliated right now. I have a hard time writing when I am not losing weight or having victory. I am scared you are going to see the angry fat woman and run away from the “REAL” “ANGRY” me. It wouldn’t be the…
Yes, I am devastated! The turd–that is one of the first bad names I called Mike–I tend to revert to it when he ticks me off. He is ON my bad list. We were doing the NO-drink-any-booze together. Tonight, he CHEATED! He had Wine on the DECK! Without ME! We are trying to get…
What’s Offical? I’m Copulated. (An aside — every time I see the word Official spelled out I hear Ofoal in my head — why I don’t know) It’s official NO ONE KNOWS what the Hell is going on in my body. I have the CURSE of THE FAT WOMAN who cannot eat any fun food.…
Yeah, I’d like to shoot the very NEXT truck or car of mine that breaks down. There is only one problem I would have to borrow a gun, because I don’t own one. Blowing them up would be fun too … But I don’t have that either–so I guess I will just walk it off.…
For like the 500 million-th time! Yes, the ANGRY FAT WOMAN is FAT AGAIN!!!!!!!! I am over 200 pounds–not gonna tell you exactly how much, don’t ask that is rude 😜–from 160. I am pissed. I am angry. I am going for broke yet again. I kept it off for about 2 to 3…
Is that even allowed anymore? I want to scream obscenities at the air–if only that would do good–sometimes it does make me feel better so I just may have a go at it. Am I even allowed to say I hate being fat? Does that make me a negative person? Does that make me…
This is a post I wrote while I was in the throws of making the wedding deck and going to parties fat. I am sure I am not alone in this type of struggle, haveing just found this unposted moment … I thought it was worthy of a share. Today was a beautiful day.…
I NEVER dreamed I would be here again … obese. I knew I would fight tooth and nail NOT to go backwards. And I did fight. But I lost. I did not go into the dark night calmly or without struggle. Still … I LOST. I just KNEW I had this thing down. There…
I’m Sorry … I am sorry that my talking about my weight or the swelling in my legs bothers you. I really am sorry. I realized something today. I had a moment of clarity–an epiphany. Let me set the moment up for you … it started last night with a group of skinny women–On…
How do you calm an angry fat woman? Now, that is a really great question! I am so glad you asked. ***(insert snarky smiles after each statement) This post is about what not to tell any woman on how to feel about her body or anything else for that matter. I can really…
Diary of an Angry Fat Woman 