Being FAT

I hate Being Fat/Obese I LOVE me.  I think I am pretty darn awesome—that may sound bad—but it is the truth.  I’m not being braggadocious, but trying to give an honest appraisal of who I am. Who I am: I’m caring. I’m loving. I’m devoted wife, mother, grandmother, and friend. I’m a dedicated business person.…

Squeaking forward.

Yeah, bae bae!  I got on that thang and rode!   I’ve been softly pushing myself.  Probably, in a moment, I will go ahead and swim lightly to get the kinks out of my body from last night’s short bike ride and this morning’s sunrise walk to the beach. Last evening, I road my bike…

Hey … it’s me again …

I know, don’t faint, right??  I want to write, but honestly I don’t want to go do another chore that is waiting.  I have to convince myself to go get into the pool that is filled with debris.  This gives me a minute to indulge in a treat, before the work starts. We haven’t purchased…

In the quiet moments

I sit in my room.  Solitary, but not lonely.  Basking in the quiet, the fan barely making a sound whirling above my bed, I sit reading, thinking, and pondering.  When I was young quiet disturbed me.  I loved solitude, but there was always music in the background.  Noise to make sure I did not feel…

Yeah, uh huh, I think … no maybe not!

: Thats been my writing commitment lately. CONFESSION TIME I’m embarrassed, ashamed, and humiliated right now.  I have a hard time writing when I am not losing weight or having victory. I am scared you are going to see the angry fat woman and run away from the “REAL” “ANGRY” me.  It wouldn’t be the…

Delisicous Decsions 

I’m being facetious here. I have listed out the pros and cons for three different options for this week of where I am going to be.  The proverbial 💩💩💩 has hit the fan in my life over the past few weeks completely disrupting my order and flow.  I have a distinct need for rhythm in…

The Day Started ….

With such promise.  Then …  I don’t know what happened.  I started doing some research, then one phone call after another and I ended up sitting in the house instead of going shoping for shirts … Yeah.  … I left all my tops, other than workout tops, in Birmingham!!  The plan was to go for…

On the road again

After a super fun weekend with family and food we are about to head back to the beach again for work.    This weekend we enjoyed several of our prepped foods, but I whipped up this high protien veggie dip before we added all the carbs from the sliders and chips to balance out the…

No …. I did not disappear… I’m Here!

This girl has been SUPER BUSY cooking and buying fishes and watching movies. Friday was filled with Massive Cooking.  Lets see.  I made my bulk spagetti sauce, mexican meat, meat pie filling, all meat chili, as well as roast beast and roast pork–we use the last two for filling lettuce tacos or making sliders and…