Fat girl limping

That’s pretty much all I do these days.  It is so hot outside that I have trouble getting out and working out.  So… I wobble around or go at early in the morning. I am so angry–I am fatter than I have ever been.  I live in constant fear of dying.  We lost our insurance…

Being FAT

I hate Being Fat/Obese I LOVE me.  I think I am pretty darn awesome—that may sound bad—but it is the truth.  I’m not being braggadocious, but trying to give an honest appraisal of who I am. Who I am: I’m caring. I’m loving. I’m devoted wife, mother, grandmother, and friend. I’m a dedicated business person.…

Yesterday’s Nightmare

Yesterday, was an extremely stressful day for me.  It started off with promise and joy.  I never like spending large sums of money, but that is part of life, and I was excited and just a touch sad dealing with all my youngest child’s senior graduation stuff.  This is the Autistic child who was never…

Diet Shmiet

I realize it doesn’t look like a lot.  I was not of the mind to prep, clean, and cook up and fabo meal.  I punted and came up with this “snaky” meal.  Small but good though.  I did get another protein snack and an apple a bit later on in the evening.  I could have…

I’m Being a Tad Controversial Today

DISCLAIMER–WARNING–TAKE NOTE before you get all in a HUFF! I am not ANTI meds or Docs.  Obviously, I have used Docs (UAB EatRight Program), and Meds to keep myself healthy up to this point, and I DO NOT make a MOVE without my Docs keeping an eye on me.  I haven’t been in a few…

OUCH … I bit myself!

Can you say … S.O.R.E.? O.U.C.H.!  I have to tell you that I KICKED MY BUTT, and Donna seriously finished me off.  Every time Mike touches me I scream out in agony–not exactly the effect he hopes to create from a touch.  Sometimes, I think he is a sadist, because he laughs with gusto when…

Reasonings Part IV

The final chapter…. I tried finishing this up yesterday in my fabo mood, but I just couldn’t quiet myself long enough to write anything more.  I played with Sophie girl; we had a blast.  I went shopping with her mother.  Fun, even if it was the grocery store.  Sophie had everyone’s full attention. I love…