If you have read any of my past posts you will know that I normally love exercise. Exercise has always been my happy pill. I’ve had so many injuries over the past 3 years that exercise has gone the way of the dodo. Exercise is hard. Exercise is embarrassing–I make too many noises. I…
For like the 500 million-th time! Yes, the ANGRY FAT WOMAN is FAT AGAIN!!!!!!!! I am over 200 pounds–not gonna tell you exactly how much, don’t ask that is rude 😜–from 160. I am pissed. I am angry. I am going for broke yet again. I kept it off for about 2 to 3…
Is that even allowed anymore? I want to scream obscenities at the air–if only that would do good–sometimes it does make me feel better so I just may have a go at it. Am I even allowed to say I hate being fat? Does that make me a negative person? Does that make me…
This is a post I wrote while I was in the throws of making the wedding deck and going to parties fat. I am sure I am not alone in this type of struggle, haveing just found this unposted moment … I thought it was worthy of a share. Today was a beautiful day.…
I NEVER dreamed I would be here again … obese. I knew I would fight tooth and nail NOT to go backwards. And I did fight. But I lost. I did not go into the dark night calmly or without struggle. Still … I LOST. I just KNEW I had this thing down. There…
After yesterdays blissful family blessing meal on the “Wedding Deck“ I had to FAST until 11:30 am today. Can I tell you … DYING is what it felt like. My body was angry with me for not feeding it. Mind you I have enough FAT that if could be WELL fed for probably…
I’m Sorry … I am sorry that my talking about my weight or the swelling in my legs bothers you. I really am sorry. I realized something today. I had a moment of clarity–an epiphany. Let me set the moment up for you … it started last night with a group of skinny women–On…
Did you miss me??? I have been super busy cooking. And not just smoothies. I have been making juices, and smoothies to help me get a boost to my system most days. This smoothie was today’s greenie. My smoothies are not low cal smoothies. This one has Dandelion greens, cucumber, apple, 6 frozen grapes,…
I thought I would share with you all one of my favorite green smoothies. Something I have always liked to make–but I broke my MIXER. AND … now Thanks to my youngest daughter shared with my her skinny girl smoothie and another smoothie maker I am back in business!! YEA!! Now I can get…
I have done workouts daily over the past three days. It started with 20 squats, and 10 kettle bells. That moved the next day to balancing on my bosu ball, throwing my medicine ball, and running on the trampoline. Yesterday, I ran longer, balanced on the bosu ball on one leg and practiced my…
Diary of an Angry Fat Woman 