Exercise

If you have read any of my past posts you will know that I normally love exercise.   Exercise has always been my happy pill.  I’ve had so many injuries over the past 3 years that exercise has gone the way of the dodo. Exercise is hard. Exercise is embarrassing–I make too many noises. I…

Strange Things …

Do you ever read things and go, wow, I must be really strange?  I do this quite often.  This morning was–Toe Separator Socks–for people who wear tight shoes–I go barefoot as much as possible or sandals!  People keep buildings TOO hot–so I think I am good on the socks gadget.  Am I the only person…

Short Break

I took a moments break that turned into a week.  Have you ever done that? I thought about writing over the week, there were things that I wanted to write about, but part of me was angry with everything in my life–even the good things.  Part of me was throwing a fit about everything–I realized…

The Death Stare

Yesterday, was an angry morning wake up. I had had horrible trials the day before as well. I was super angry. I mean super angry.  No one wants to wake up to trauma at 6 am.  No one.  That’s what happened to me.  The kind of crap that takes you to the level of stroke.…

Depression

I have been battling depression. Why have I been depressed?  Too many changes.  I do not know which way is up in my life of late.  My life is good.  I have a loving husband.  Great kids.  Fabo grandkids.  Still my heart is heavy. My children moved home (into my house with my grandchild)–good and…

Day 4 and Holding

I am holding strong.  I guess I could call what I feel strong.  I am NOT drinking diet cokes.  Every time I would normally drink one I get a HUGE-ENORMOUS-COLOSSAL headache.  I get grumpy — EASY.  This was a complete shock to me.  I upped my coffee and green tea intake to balance out the…

Tending to life.

Today isn’t a great day. Yesterday was worse. So we are moving forward at least. Thankfully, we are at the beginning of the end of the protracted pain–I hope. Everywhere we turn there have been setbacks and traumas.  I guess this is the way of things when someone passes away.  There have been beautiful moments…

My Very Bad-Terrible-Awful Day

Just one of those days. Everybody has them. I am mad cuz of this and I am mad cuz of that. You just smile and you get through them, but right now I don’t feel like smiling.  I don’t feel like cussin’.  I don’t feel like yellin’.  I really don’t feel like much anything ……