Fat girl limping

That’s pretty much all I do these days.  It is so hot outside that I have trouble getting out and working out.  So… I wobble around or go at early in the morning. I am so angry–I am fatter than I have ever been.  I live in constant fear of dying.  We lost our insurance…

Good Morning … or is it?

I’m trying to live this quote right now. I feel like the past year has been one mistake after another. I have failed so much that it is almost overwhelming. I am so far back up in weight I cannot even pretend to be happy about my life. The weight gain wasn’t for lack of…

Yesterday’s Nightmare

Yesterday, was an extremely stressful day for me.  It started off with promise and joy.  I never like spending large sums of money, but that is part of life, and I was excited and just a touch sad dealing with all my youngest child’s senior graduation stuff.  This is the Autistic child who was never…

Depression

I have been battling depression. Why have I been depressed?  Too many changes.  I do not know which way is up in my life of late.  My life is good.  I have a loving husband.  Great kids.  Fabo grandkids.  Still my heart is heavy. My children moved home (into my house with my grandchild)–good and…

Tending to life.

Today isn’t a great day. Yesterday was worse. So we are moving forward at least. Thankfully, we are at the beginning of the end of the protracted pain–I hope. Everywhere we turn there have been setbacks and traumas.  I guess this is the way of things when someone passes away.  There have been beautiful moments…

Emotional Issues

Today is one of those days. The days you dread. The days that make breathing hard, much less living.  To top that off with a cherry on top–I broke my tooth and can’t really chew.  Oh … yea! Today is one of those days where you don’t want to be bothered with doing what you…