Happy Valentines Day … A Day Late!

I hope you had a glorious DAY and that it was filled with love.  Mine was filled with NOTHING. For the first time in over 35 years I spent this day of Love–alone.  Even when I had a cruddy first husband, who never really paid me a lick of attention–that’s why he is an ex–I…

Peek-a-Boo 

  I don’t really see you, but you can see me–well–sort of, you can see my toes, but I promise –I’m still here.  Betcha wondered if I was gonna disappear again.  Nope!  Mike and I realized on Friday–when I stopped writing–that we were NOT going to be together for Valentines Day for the first time in…

The Angry Fat Woman Speaks

   I NEVER dreamed I would be here again … obese. I knew I would fight tooth and nail NOT to go backwards. And I did fight. But I lost. I did not go into the dark night calmly or without struggle. Still … I LOST. I just KNEW I had this thing down. There…

Good Blankin’ BYE Rough Riding 2014

2014 has been the year of constant setbacks and failure on my health and fitness front. I WIN, because even in the face of constant setbacks, I keep getting back up to go at it again, this is what I tell myself anyway. 2014 FAILS -Two years of stressors that continued to wreak havoc on…

Pssss …. come here

I wanna tell you a secret.  Only it isn’t a secret … just a joy.  I am gonna be playing with my two phat boys for the next few days.  I am giddy with delight.  I might be out of touch because of critters I love to play with.  Hoping we have a complete blast…

Hello 2014

I almost said 2012!?!? That was a long time ago. Mike and I had a great New Years Eve party to attend. I decided to take little cleanse break and enjoy some off plan food and drinks. It was a great night. We didn’t have family around, which was kind of sad, but thanks to…

Black Monday

    I’m having a bleak black Monday morning. Yep, I know I have been a font of encouragement of late.  Things have been stacking up to a complete and all out QUIT on my part.  I am sick of pressing in to blow up.  I don’t want to go to a new doctor at…

Update

This is more challenging than I expected to add large photo’s for you all to see.  I am having quite the time getting them to downsize.  Gotta love that!  😀 I have not had a lot of success stopping the weight gain–even with trying all the things that have worked in the past–not to mention…