Fat girl limping

That’s pretty much all I do these days.  It is so hot outside that I have trouble getting out and working out.  So… I wobble around or go at early in the morning. I am so angry–I am fatter than I have ever been.  I live in constant fear of dying.  We lost our insurance…

Short Break

I took a moments break that turned into a week.  Have you ever done that? I thought about writing over the week, there were things that I wanted to write about, but part of me was angry with everything in my life–even the good things.  Part of me was throwing a fit about everything–I realized…

Yes, I am still Alive

It has been a couple of weeks of crazy stuff with my body.  It has been hard to write with all the crazy stuff going with my body.  Things are starting to return to normal, but not consistently.  I’m up, but mostly down in the BP department.  My neck is starting to recover as well…

Delisicous Decsions 

I’m being facetious here. I have listed out the pros and cons for three different options for this week of where I am going to be.  The proverbial 💩💩💩 has hit the fan in my life over the past few weeks completely disrupting my order and flow.  I have a distinct need for rhythm in…

Breathless in Birmingham

There are events that shape your life.   They can change you beyond anything that you could dare imagine, both good and bad.  I cannot go into the specific details of this particular trauma because it might hurt some if I did, but yesterday heartbreak came to visit.  One would think a woman who has…

Life Sucks

   Not always, but sometimes it really does.  My Dad is sick and in the Hospital just one week after these photos wer taken.  After sitting with my father through multiple Doc visits and blood lettings, he has now been admitted to the hospital for complications for his lungs.  He had to have been sick…

Pssss …. come here

I wanna tell you a secret.  Only it isn’t a secret … just a joy.  I am gonna be playing with my two phat boys for the next few days.  I am giddy with delight.  I might be out of touch because of critters I love to play with.  Hoping we have a complete blast…

Happy 26th Anniversary To Me!!

I wrote this the day after my anniversary, February 20th of 2014.  Somehow, I forgot to post this.  I guess I was lost in my four days of bliss with my beloved and then I dashed off to Louisiana to visit family and friends.  I have been lost in life.  Enjoying the people I love.…

The Death Stare

Yesterday, was an angry morning wake up. I had had horrible trials the day before as well. I was super angry. I mean super angry.  No one wants to wake up to trauma at 6 am.  No one.  That’s what happened to me.  The kind of crap that takes you to the level of stroke.…

Sitting here in my Bikini

Yes, you read that right.  And NO, I am NOT posting picks.  I know I wear my suit in front of other people, but I lie to myself and think about Mikey’s fabulous expression, and I pretend that I am just that HOT.  Pictures however require that I acknowledge reality.  I prefer my Fantasy. The…