Spiraling

I am Spiraling, but not out of control.  I am in a whirlwind of amazing things and yet … I sit on my bed puzzling about what to write in my diary.  Do I try and formulate a way to say things in a different way–about my same subject of morbid obesity?  I’ve had numerous…

It’s Offical 

  What’s Offical?  I’m Copulated.  (An aside — every time I see the word Official spelled out I hear Ofoal in my head — why I don’t know) It’s official NO ONE KNOWS what the Hell is going on in my body. I have the CURSE of THE FAT WOMAN who cannot eat any fun food.…

The Irony of Shame

   This was not supposed to post until I finished.  Hahaha!  Oh well.  this is part II instead of one I have been working on this post for days. The impact of what I am about to write was huge for me. There is nothing quite like the veil of blindness lifted from the eyes.…

Meltdown City

This is a post I wrote while I was in the throws of making the wedding deck and going to parties fat.  I am sure I am not alone in this type of struggle, haveing just found this unposted moment … I thought it was worthy of a share.    Today was a beautiful day.…

Whiny Wednesday

If you saw this woman eating at a restaurant, would you judge her on the food choices she made?  Or would you think she is just out with family enjoying a splurge if she was eating something that was not exactly “LIGHT”?  That woman was me when I worked my butt off trying to lose.…

Citrus Shrimp ‘n Pico Salad

I had several leftovers that inspired my lunch meal.  Every once in a while I get a wild hair and just need a new flavor.  Mike had brought home some Royal Red Shrimp — they are a local gulf shrimp treat.  Royal Reds taste like a combo of shrimp and lobster–I think they are AMAZING!…

Blowin’ Raspberries at Cha

😜😜😜😜😜 Yeah, You read and saw that right.  I am blowing raspberries and making special noises with my mouth towards snippy people.  Understand, I am only makin’ faces at you if you are a person who feels the need to police the actions of others.  I would really like to slap you senseless.  Seriously–it is…

Roasted Cauliflower Recipe

I had to share this recipe with myself so that I could find it again later, but I am not sure what I can find on my new page setup.  Haha … Never been to the home page before today.  Not sure I like it either.  So This girl may be a changing … again.…

I’ve Been Reformed

Pilates Reformer that is.  OUCH!  OUCH!  OUCH.  I had a major cramp.  Donna offered to roll it out for me … but alas the cramp was on the inside groan area of my left leg.  I will leave those rubs to MIKEY!  Just sayin’! Monday — 15 min run in place Tuesday — 55 min…