It’s a Lovely Day, Lively Day …

Just thought I would give you a pic tour of my life. This is today. :). Mikey took off. I’m lovin life. That was yesterday. It was cloudier and the shark was back. I don’t think I have ever seen so many people get out of the water so fast. Mr. Bully the shark has…

Sitting here in my Bikini

Yes, you read that right.  And NO, I am NOT posting picks.  I know I wear my suit in front of other people, but I lie to myself and think about Mikey’s fabulous expression, and I pretend that I am just that HOT.  Pictures however require that I acknowledge reality.  I prefer my Fantasy. The…

Anti-Social

Promise I am not trying to be anti-social.  But I seem to be doing just that.  I’ve been hiding. I’ve got my excuses all ready for you: It is hard when you have another family living with you. Its hard when you drive back and forth to the beach all the time for work.  I…

What’s my problem???

I have no idea. I have had a the dumps for a week.  You know how life can go sometimes.  Everything is breaking at the same time.  Other road blocks keep popping up for my Married son, son, and expecting-the-second-baby wife moving into their own place.  Our taxes keep getting delayed and well … it…

Where am I?

Lost in my life. Trying to find my path to life and health.  Working to love my family … my life … myself.  Everyday is a challenge in itself.  Not that it is bad, but a press. I am still moving down in my weight.  I still do not know what that number is.  Mike…

I have been remis

I am still Pluggin’ away. I have not quit.  I am pushing forward as always.  Whimpily wobbling toward my goals.  Learning to accept that your best is definded by your effort when you really would rather just fall over in bed from pain and exhaustion, not the number and weight of reps I am able…

Waiting a tha Y

Still posting via phone so it’s gonna be Short. I know you just hate that. I really hate going to the Y now that I have gained some of my weight back. Whereas before I loved coming. I hat seeing my body on camera as I walk past the desk. I had gotten to where…

I’m a Crappy Blogger

Yeah, I am.  Don’t be soft on me.  I stink lately. This year of my “after” OptiFast life has been VERY TRYING.  So much family trauma that I am NOT able to post about.  Serious illness and injury.  I have two pulled rotator cuffs.  I will be doing therapy in hopes that I will NOT…